The word of the day for a multitude of reasons today.
1- Puddles is the one word that is used in a review to rate the hostel we are staying in while we are in Paris next weekend. We have been reading reviews for the hostel (that I booked) and they are all quite hilarious in the way they describe just how terrible the conditions are. Puddles. We have been enjoying ourselves trying to come up with all the possibilities that puddles could mean. It is now a popular expression amongst the group.
2. Puddles also because today was a tearful day when I found out Matt Phillips, son of two of my professors died suddenly on Sunday. It brought everything back into perspective. We never truly know when the last time we are going to see someone will be. Planning future travels to Paris and beyond felt trivial and unfair. It truly does not matter where we go and whether we have the right tickets or the best place to stay. What matters most is if we glorify God right wherever we are and that we cherish the people sharing that place and time with us. Lord be with the Phillips family in their time of great need and help us all to renew our only purpose of this life.
3. Puddles because today there were more rainy spells than sunny spells and I got to splash in them when I ran around the park. God cries too. He does not cause terrible things to happen, but when they do He rains down his tears of pain with us. Except his tears bring healing and lots of green, new, fresh, healthy life.
I have relearned a lesson today that words have a hard time describing. It has hit me before with my Dad long ago, with the passing of friends, with the bus accident. It always goes a little deeper every time and I just have to believe that God is equipping me for a joyous yet heartbreaking ministry.
I thank God for the ability to express through tears and laughter and words and music. I thank God for someone who listens no matter what. I thank God someone who turns to Scripture first when offering comfort. I thank God for someone who has complete faith in me even though I do not know what I am doing.
A quote from my Christian worship class (favorite class I have EVER taken):
"true worship is...to make a fool out of yourself for him the way lovers have always made fools of themselves for the one they love."
It's time to be a fool.
For all you McNelson ladies: Time to let the flag fly real high!